Mostly Rants from a Sarcastic Bitch

Almost a freakin’ year since I last updated this thing!

The world has since:

Turned into an oven.

Gone fucking bat shit crazy.

Pissed me off more times than I really care to count.

I have so much angst yet have been so happy as of late. 

So here’s some shit I’m thankful for:

Reddit!

My Family (Reddit probably shouldn’t come before this but..eh?)

My cool job where I play with doggies, and clean up their shit.

My hiatus from school. FUCK YES! Seven whole months of doing whatever the hell I want to.

I have noticed something lately. This something has rocked me to the core, it just disconcerts everything I feel I’ve known. Now, I’ve always grown up thinking (and being quite naive,) that people for the most part are good. No matter what they have done in life they are good, even if it is in the depths of their questionably existent heart. Lately though I have been questioning this belief. Just from daily things like people I see, to things that are huge and make it onto the news. I can’t count on two hands how many people come to where I work and try to con us out of food on a weekly basis. There was recently local man who was beaten at a grocery store just down the road from where I live for “looking gay.” I’m beginning to think that we as humans are generally mean, and greedy. Is it something thats primal inside of us to want to make sure we do well for ourselves, and get what we need? What about people who already have what they need, do they not have an off switch or something? How does someone shoot someone without so much as blinking and eye. How does anyone even come to the conclusion that they are going to take another’s life, which is not theirs to take? Do these type of people have any decency or goodness left inside of themselves, or is it something that they’ve left behind in trade for being a horrible  person. I just don’t understand.

P.S. I believe we are all born innocent; there is nothing but innocence when you look into the eyes of a child.